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So i think this is hilarious,
that just before we go out to dinner,
my dad walks into my room and says
"tomorrow morning weapos;re going to have biscuits and gravy for breakfast--
then pork chops and potatoes for dinner"
ARE YOU FRICKEN KIDDING ME?
heapos;s like "are you gonna wake up for breakfast?"
and i gave him probably the worst look and said "NO."
he just laughed and smiled.

i got through dinner,
ate a bit of salad,
a half or so of a breadstick,
and my dinner.
after that i didnapos;t eat anything for the rest of the night.
i fell asleep crying because of how i felt
and because i had another bought of me hating myself [for multiple reasons besides eating]
i had a dream about my ED
where i was at a resturant with cast members from Fresh Prince of Bel-air
and i wanted to purge the fries i just ate.
this wasnapos;t the first ED dream Iapos;ve had.

anyways i just woke up,
TWO POUNDS LIGHTER
probably the best news in a long time,
though iapos;m not that enthusiastic about it.
plan on fasting today.
iapos;ll flush dinner.
huzzah

xoxoxoxoxox
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